I hate to say this…but it’s stressful these days. wtf. i tot i’ve gone thru the worse but tat’s not the case. i guess it’s a case of being burned up. again i hate to use this word but i was burned up n stressed up last week. again a double wtf

but i’m bak to normal. my spirit is up again. my mood is good again. starting to feel optimistic abt life again…THAT’S NORMAL

it’s so weird to be feeling pessimistic abt life….screw it…

what changed it? 1 can of Red Bull and lots of loud music. Limp Bizkit, Evanescence, Linkin Park.

i dun usually do red bull n loud music….but the situation demands desperate measure. i’m not reliant on coffee or redbull for that matter previously…..but now i noe what to do….redbull….lol

coffee haven really tried out yet….guess i’m gonna try pumping it up more with 2 sachets of coffee in a cup…..need to get a lil more kick….

most likely i’ll need it next week considering how packed my schedule’s gonna be….this is my schedule without factoring my studies (hw etc) n the need to finish up my personal statement for uk uni admission

monday - 5pm (school) - paradigma presentation rehearsal
9.45pm (hostel) - cluster party
tuesday - 4.45pm (school) - paradigma presentation rehearsal
wednesday - (2.15 - 6.15 @ school) - career & scholarship fair
class birthday party (class 23/07 on 23rd july)
thursday -5.30pm (school) - council investiture rehearsal
9.45pm (hostel) - green house meeting (i’m the house captain - means work!)
friday - 2.15pm (school) - paradigma rehearsal
4.15pm (school) - econs mock test
saturday - 10am - 5pm (NUS) - national economics and finance management quiz

there u go…..screwed up timetable…..argh! another shot of redbull n loud music definitely….
n this certainly means i dun have time to finish up my hw again…..argh
it’s coming to an end…..once all these co-curricular activities finally end, i can finally start studying seriously…..
then there’s nothing to stop me. it’s just plain study, study n study…boring life…but no choice. i need AAA to get into one of those top UK unis…

think of it….now i’m not tat stressed up anymore…it was just the early part of the week b4 redbull….it was so bad tat i felt i was in the worse condition ever since i was in sg. as in for the past year and a half, life was pretty reasonable….hectic, but manageable…..

even in term 2 when i come home at 11pm almost everyday, it’s manageable….i guess the really tough part is when i must really really study n excel in the cca….tat’s when it really really gets tough….coz i’ve been focusing more on cca than on studies previously…